not what people here adore

Who sends the mind to wander afar? Who first drives life to start on its journey? Who impels us to utter these words? Who is the spirit behind the eye and the ear?

kena upanishad

messenger to the body

Samsara, the transmigration of life, takes place in one's mind. Let one therefore keep the mind pure, for what a man thinks that he becomes.

Maitri Upanishad

silver invisible

Quite alone here in the new, thought it would be refreshing but I want to go back. When I arrived here, yes it was relaxing for awhile and expansive, yet I am empty, less invigorated.

It seems like there's nobody here and nothing happening. Unless it is so new that I don't even know yet how to see or how to feel, or how to relate proper with the other residents? They must be around here somewhere, no I want to go back.

Following the life path and letting go; then I was taken, surrendered to the current. The river flowing, the weather harrowing, such a movement and a serenity.

Less involved with the pack, I keep alongside them from a distance, they are always lingering behind, caught in the far woods. I sleep alone under the stars, alert and observant, then invisible.

WWOOF is wonderful - Lhoosk'uz Dené Nation

consciousness of joy

Why? For the joy of creation. Why is there evil? For the joy of good arising from it. Why darkness? That light may shine the more. Why suffering? For the instruction of the soul and the joy of sacrifice. Why the infinate play of creation and evolution? For Anandam, pure joy.

- introduction to The Upanishads by Juan Mascaro

bedford 3

trance nation vodka
explanations
chatty and shallow
welcome break easy
ignorance refreshing extreme
state of allowing
non judgemental such freedom
not even fake even
loving clubs drunk left
behind europe tiny
crank eyes wide
here open state
cotton and cranberries

bedford 2

outward and inward
the environment becomes the mindstate

spacious, blue water, heatwave

extended daily lush living

space in the head, stretched out suburbia
little appartments are huge with the ensuite bathrooms

trucks like tanks
different moral landscape than I am used to

churches all over
diners and drive

sexual undercurrents and why not?
no hang-ups
lesbian gang tattoo

blatant but blessed
vibes I want to comprehend
simple

underneath that burning sun

bedford

skip out brother
spring art hottie

drink coffee

sleep book dance
more inhale love

light smoke job

night roommate

mostly new

Travels have led me to places, all over the world there were spaces where I needed to be, often not consciously doing anything specific but on other levels I was doing my part, raising, healing and completing. After the months of intense activity I am mostly new now; I left mary, I drove on them Texas highways for a time, all new faces. Good to know there is a peace always, god to know there is an ease and a breeze of someone that has secure knowledge of self. The chatter of demons left the airways and I am listening to the silence with much rest, angels gather now with sublime grace to usher me on, yes all will come round to me, no fighting. Believing is seeing, not the other way around, I am ready to live with honour for there is no haste and there is no waste. Human race, we are not all here yet but some are and it is good, just wait. The walls crumble down, the crashing castles of the patriarchy; in the night the lone horn has found a mate.

There are guides and teachers in this time of choosing and decision, to point out alternatives and to explain the nature of existance

Loads of number 8 today, yesterday I caught on again; I am not lost in the intensity of the energy. Seeping past-lives into this line and the anxiety of the sinking cities, tales of trauma, that feeling of impending doom-like. Now after 8/8 I feel a flooding kind of balance, like the wall of water has washed me down and I am floating on it. Let's say that I've gotten used to it, I've adapted to it. That was another time with the fall of atlantis, you have been in my mind, these past weeks. No worries with the death scenario's and complete enjoyment insured with the calm persona, despite self-judgment or any other doomed to failure attitudes.

vibration selection

Narcissistic projection and energetic interaction

It's not that I want to get into someones head and do a control trip on them, to overpower them or abuse their personal (psychic) space rights, I don't want that!

I would certainly not like anyone imposing themselves negatively upon my aura/thoughts.

Vibes/energies that are exciting/uplifting/thrilling to me though?
Now that is a different deal in my opinion.

On some level (intuitively) I have this figured out and it seems to happen easy. Telepathy is natural for me. It's just where to draw the line with this and not turn it into some kind of narcissistic projection project.

Then there are the protection understandings. The maintanance of a strong, healthy aura through physical and mental health. The way protection is granted to all who do not abuse their bodies and minds.

DNA activation, some parts of our brains/consciousness are still dormant, it is possible to use telepathy with all living things, especially humans and we do all the time, we communicate continuously with each other. There is really little to hide but for the sleeping and unconscious mire that we impose upon ourselves during this human experience. (for the contrast/for the game/school)

I am in a somewhat narcissistic state if I believe any ability or function or consciousness is all my doing and I am therefore better than...or if I need any kind of approval or attention (projection) from another based on percieved self-lack/insecurity.

No, quite the contrary; for me there is no 'ability' or energy 'work' without great reverance, knowing too that this is my experience, self absorbed, for now, yes, comes part and parcel. Later on reiki more.

yes on the sending of psychic energy:

It brings to mind all kind of associations with witchcraft, sorcery, shamanism, and black magic. You can understand why i am interested in possession, entities, mind control and other psi related phenomena because of the strong correlation between my experiences and what i have researched.

The information out there, up till now has not been fully satisfactory to me and it is a somewhat shady subject matter, not scientifically provable or properly documented; the shadow realms. The new age handles this phenomena rather superficially, I have yet to meet someone who can relate properly to the ethics involved.
I do have a basic understanding of how the energy mechanics work, how energy is transfered, it seems this ability comes rather naturally to me.??

For example; it is possible for me to impress certain thoughts and vibrations onto someone without their consent and plant certain thoughts into their consciousness and even have them act a certain way, and even if they don't like it, they cannot block this, it stops when I stop. In other words I am overriding the free will of another. ?
What are the consequences? Every action has a re-action.

Is this some form of parasitic behavior? Will I experience a negative boomerang effect? like psychic issues later, how well protected am I energetically? It really makes me stop dead in my tracks sometimes when I realise what i am capable of. !!! fear comes up and always some sort of conscience.

Almost always the subject/reciever is enjoying the attention and for the first time aware of the uncanny, otherwordly for me normal, happenings.

Then this phenomena also brings to mind associations with prison planet, mass mind control, secret governement, tv, advertising etc, nwo, it seems most people are energetically not protected, unwillingly giving their power away, open to psychic control (spiritual control).
Where does free will come in? Was darwin right after all: survival of the fittest??? :( Thought police indeed.

You said in the e:

i was also inspired to resurrect an idea i had toyed with a few years ago, about each person having their own domain, or empire, and that imposing one's ideas upon another, upon the world, was a kind of imperialism albeit born of personal desires, not that of the state. (what is the state version of it other than the collection of individual wills?)

This makes sense!

There is sphere of influence, aura, of powerful minds. the more conscious one is, the more power one has? and the more power one has, the more responsible one must become.
Integrity then comes into play (free will) because one may use the power to further ones personal empire born from personal desires or further ones empire born from heart space/compassion based, to further mankind, alleviate suffering etc.

jericho dub

In silver fields

down them

valley

of music
cannot describe
this beauty

only listen

with my being
here

to know the support

Sometimes the intense times we go through are also the loving ones; hanging on the edge, feeling that rush of life just breezing past us; it's maybe what we need and even what we crave.
It may be the unknown; what a thrill to discover; sometimes i'm just hanging on to see how this will develop; just to see where this vibe is going to take me.
If I'm drunk I will still give thanks to that movement.
I know it's carrying me, the love; it's cradling me, everyday I see it more and more.
Today I felt like I really began to put it to work with the removal guy.
The thought-life is important; the appreciating, uplifiting thought, the support now and always.
May all men find their way; may they find it and come to know it, to know this life as their own; to know the support and to know the appreciation that I have for the struggle.
It surely is well, even during and after the spraying, I saw it this morning again in the sky.