wave on its way

full of this season
down to the river
to the water flowing

the eye in the eye

we do not speak of that
love/death
prefer not to speculate
knowledge protects

we do not feel truly alive
sexual machinations
more like a fly
trapped in a web

toying with scenario's
based on assumptions
when did that work?
in the flesh

the spirit is static
like a backwater
comletely submerged
maya maya

Timeline Engineers

Document 2

Today I am very aware of the differences in consciousness, the subtle and the sudden, it takes belief in states to a whole new level, more into the realm of knowing.

I have changed. Seven weeks.

They know that time is fluid and that it moves in many directions.

Reverse Engineered = Drama

Upward Spiral = Fun

Now I have experienced this; there is apparently more to the multiple timeline theory than I had first reckoned on, apparently much more than I had bargained for even.

cosmic spirit organises the collective units

document 2

It's been suprising (notable) that lots of things and people today were the same, even though I assumed all had radically changed (become better).

I have changed.

Yesterday I had some moments of space within the timeline, there were gaps of awareness.
Chunks of understanding falling into place.

Other people are crucial for self-reflection, I need others.

...even...

ty

showers
animals plants
coffee tea
books
place to live
the family
clothes shoes
my bed
music melody
food sunshine
peace
me reiki

Solitude, I say, is the essence of mysticism: and I add, the basis of its supreme social importance...

autumn here
moon changed
spirit revived?

less pressure
in the valley
slow path

more silver
kali yuga
new name?

waiting in vain
no more hide
they lied

overtly positive
people often
seem old

useless bane
rising tide
same game

Tame Impala - Feels Like We Only Go Backwards

Soul is for the lazy fantasy, Luxury for the indulger in suffering

Soul is the residue of education,

The prime source of patience;
It is also testimony of the merit of the essence of eternal Being.

Leader of the will,

Its presence is "I am,"
It is a part of the All-Being,

It was so and always will be.

G - life is real

Florida

We reached the key at night and walked down to the deserted beach. The moon was nearly full and bright, shimmering on the waves, the ocean felt warm and inviting and so peaceful. The sand was white and soft like silk. It was truly a fulfillment to be standing there, moonbathing for a time, blessed to be living a dream, surrounded by silver.

hinting of carefree living

serves their learning

For shamans imagination is more than cerebral activity, rather, imagination is an actual vehicle that carries them to unknown realms. Thoughts and feelings are forms of energy that go to specific locations in the web of power, not simply mental activity as most of us have been taught to believe.

Lament for Babylon

Lament for Babylon -- Earth Changes -- Sott.net:

free will zone??

Ra points out that there are “many upon your so-called inner planes which are negatively oriented and thus available as inner teachers or guides and so-called possessors of certain souls who seek [to control or manipulate others].”

In addition to the philosophy of manipulation, the negative hyperdimensional controllers also pass technical information to their third-density agents. This technology includes various means of control or manipulation of others. Through this technology, the Controllers of the Matrix began to set up conditions in our world whereby the masses of people will be enslaved by their free will.

http://cassiopaea.org/2012/01/28/the-wave-chapter-56%E2%80%A8-intolerance-cruelty-and-the-economics-of-intelligence/

warning! awakening can cause depression!

It's a topsy turvy world we live in and we have been told so many times that becoming aware, waking up, working on ourselves, raising our consciousness and ascending etc will bring great feelings of joy, happiness, contentment and all manner of positive things. They say that we will be manifesting left and right all of the material things we believe we deserve because me made it somehow to the next level or something like that and yes this is maybe true but it's as usual only one half of the spectrum. This is a half-truth.
The other half takes some getting used to; sorry to break it to ya. When we get past the first layering of illusions - most people don't even get that far - that's when we get the duality lessons starting to pop up, then come the lies, so many lies, so many cover-ups, so many deceptions and this is just the first layer of many. It is ugly, so very vile and it's all part of the show my friends. 
If we have the guts to continue than just a little later there will be plenty of pain coming up as the illusions and masks are stripped away one by one and everything we held to be true makes way for the real truth of this dimension and the real plight of every human being on this planet.

chop wood carry water

The teacher's face showed no pity, his eyes no mercy and the young student was once again a little baffled and even hurt by his last remark.

"You certainly aren't here to make me feel better are you?" said the student.

"Your self-importance must be the first thing to go" the teacher replied.

Stonewall

researching past lives

apparantly I could have been (am now)
a male prostitute
drag queen
police

cause of death:
asphyxia