I have walked for years, alone, maybe around the globe.
That I might cast illumination on the separation that I am, that I might eliminate the suffering that I am not.
Only to realize that this is wasted, a useless notion, walking away from the deliverance, turning my back on this redemption, when in the surrender the power awakens.
I cannot rest until I am free. Then I never shall rest. What a folly!
Accept the consequences of acceptance and rest.
Have you really walked about the globe or are you referring to the inner life? Your recent entries have been compelling.
ReplyDeleteInner life yes, although I hope to wander the outward globe too one day.
ReplyDeleteI often feel like I am on some kind of quest, without the conventional goals that most people strive towards, just my own confusion and hope of peace.