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You are reluctant because you have become accustomed to a routine or comfort zone. Sometimes you are not willing to open yourself up to situations or to people that maybe do not resonate closely with you. Assuming that it could get uncomfortable because of the strangeness. Certainly you are not wanting too much contact with people that reside in 'lower' vibrations. You say: I am too different, I am too complex, I am too psychic. Then you look at your past experiences and want to give up, claiming thus that the future is going to be the same as the past. Also, mary jane, mary fuckin' jane.