I saw them cross the twilight of an age, The sun-eyed children of a marvellous dawn, The great creators with wide brows of calm, The massive barrier-breakers of the world
22/10/2014
19/10/2014
melancho
26-09
I don't understand, I don't understand,
living well seems to be to no avail here
I miss u baby.
So close by there are those that
succeed in this game and then there is loss.
The lust lies scattered like dust over
this silver, there is no core to this pain, there is no explanation
for this missing, this fate is just choking me.
I know you go on with her, with them,
into the distance you are walking and I feel like I will forever be
trailing, out in the cold behind.
Kiss me one more time for this
forbidden love ending, you can hold your head high with your
companions and me on the sidelines, I have been waiting, filling up
the cracks with studies of life; futile.
I knew I was cheating myself, falling
in love with this premonition, when I should know when fear is gone,
numbness prevails.
It looks like the longing for a full,
deep and intense experience is universally present but can never be
fulfilled in this life, any experience of this is fleeting and
perishable, fragile.
This results in clingy behavior but
desire is rotting, it stinks and yet it never leaves us.
To be able to feel and know anything in
its totality is a futile pursuit and impossible for it goes against
the nature of reality in which only change is a constant.
We will be forever moving through
differing states, moving through contradicting emotions and
relationships and pining for a state of love, pleasure or contentment
that is lasting but nothing lasts beyond any measure of time,
certainly not love, certainly not desire.
When the dark thunderheads approached
me through the window, here was this body that aches and creaks
alone.
For the day is passing like the white
sands through my fingers, for the evening comes as a remedy to be
mixed, soothing as a lotion for the cracked skin of my land.
I drink of the old solution that I once
shared, the song of Solomon and in the air it carries as a siren
across the tide.
Drowning in the creek, face down in the
muddy water, I would surface but hide, in the grasses I weep for my
lost shepherd, in the darkness I am racked for my heart.
He came over the moor with sadness on
his brow, like was his trade.
When the music comes in the night; the
dub reggae, then shall I slow down to meet the memory of you while I
lye and absorb.
Drinks can never fully numb me out to this romance,
smoke can never fully cloud the movies of the mind, sleep can not
shut out the sensation of skin on skin.
Your perfume lingers on my
shirt, the band plays on, the floating chords.
18/10/2014
in her lists of will
Huge change on the current timeline of mind. Switching tracks to where I can be able to sit back and relax. There is no sudden end to life as we know it, the whole doomsday scenario is just completely not a factor anymore and can be safely deleted from the programming. Yes, there will be global bumps in the road and personal bumps of course too and I could die at any second, as a planet though and where human life is concerned, in my reality at least, there is no final curtain; armageddon style. That was a scenario programmed into me, thanks to the sectarian christian upbringing. Nowadays after years of watching the world go crazy; I understand that nature always does it's utmost best to bring things back into balance, in one way or another, and it's really quite alright for me to get on with my life now and still have dreams and everything.
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2012,
THE WORKS 14,
TRANSITION/AWAKENING,
WORLD
14/10/2014
10/10/2014
the eye in the eye
we do not speak of that
love/death
prefer not to speculate
knowledge protects
we do not feel truly alive
sexual machinations
more like a fly
trapped in a web
toying with scenario's
based on assumptions
when did that work?
in the flesh
the spirit is static
like a backwater
comletely submerged
maya maya
love/death
prefer not to speculate
knowledge protects
we do not feel truly alive
sexual machinations
more like a fly
trapped in a web
toying with scenario's
based on assumptions
when did that work?
in the flesh
the spirit is static
like a backwater
comletely submerged
maya maya
Timeline Engineers
Document 2
Today I am very aware of the differences in consciousness, the subtle and the sudden, it takes belief in states to a whole new level, more into the realm of knowing.
I have changed. Seven weeks.
They know that time is fluid and that it moves in many directions.
Reverse Engineered = Drama
Upward Spiral = Fun
Now I have experienced this; there is apparently more to the multiple timeline theory than I had first reckoned on, apparently much more than I had bargained for even.
Today I am very aware of the differences in consciousness, the subtle and the sudden, it takes belief in states to a whole new level, more into the realm of knowing.
I have changed. Seven weeks.
They know that time is fluid and that it moves in many directions.
Reverse Engineered = Drama
Upward Spiral = Fun
Now I have experienced this; there is apparently more to the multiple timeline theory than I had first reckoned on, apparently much more than I had bargained for even.
cosmic spirit organises the collective units
document 2
It's been suprising (notable) that lots of things and people today were the same, even though I assumed all had radically changed (become better).
I have changed.
Yesterday I had some moments of space within the timeline, there were gaps of awareness.
Chunks of understanding falling into place.
Other people are crucial for self-reflection, I need others.
...even...
It's been suprising (notable) that lots of things and people today were the same, even though I assumed all had radically changed (become better).
I have changed.
Yesterday I had some moments of space within the timeline, there were gaps of awareness.
Chunks of understanding falling into place.
Other people are crucial for self-reflection, I need others.
...even...
Labels:
MYSTICISM,
PERSONALITY/TEMPERAMENT,
THE WORKS 14
09/10/2014
ty
showers
animals plants
coffee tea
books
place to live
the family
clothes shoes
my bed
music melody
food sunshine
peace
me reiki
animals plants
coffee tea
books
place to live
the family
clothes shoes
my bed
music melody
food sunshine
peace
me reiki
08/10/2014
Solitude, I say, is the essence of mysticism: and I add, the basis of its supreme social importance...
autumn here
moon changed
spirit revived?
less pressure
in the valley
slow path
more silver
kali yuga
new name?
waiting in vain
no more hide
they lied
overtly positive
people often
seem old
useless bane
rising tide
same game
moon changed
spirit revived?
less pressure
in the valley
slow path
more silver
kali yuga
new name?
waiting in vain
no more hide
they lied
overtly positive
people often
seem old
useless bane
rising tide
same game
29/09/2014
Soul is for the lazy fantasy, Luxury for the indulger in suffering
Soul is the residue of education,
The prime source of patience;
It is also testimony of the merit of the essence of eternal Being.
Leader of the will,
Its presence is "I am,"
It is a part of the All-Being,
It was so and always will be.
G - life is real
The prime source of patience;
It is also testimony of the merit of the essence of eternal Being.
Leader of the will,
Its presence is "I am,"
It is a part of the All-Being,
It was so and always will be.
G - life is real
19/09/2014
Florida
We reached the key at night and walked down to the deserted beach. The moon was nearly full and bright, shimmering on the waves, the ocean felt warm and inviting and so peaceful. The sand was white and soft like silk. It was truly a fulfillment to be standing there, moonbathing for a time, blessed to be living a dream, surrounded by silver.
hinting of carefree living
hinting of carefree living
Labels:
HEALTH/HEALING,
INSPIRATION,
THE WORKS 14,
TRAVEL
08/08/2014
serves their learning
For shamans imagination is more than cerebral activity, rather, imagination is an actual vehicle that carries them to unknown realms. Thoughts and feelings are forms of energy that go to specific locations in the web of power, not simply mental activity as most of us have been taught to believe.
01/08/2014
free will zone??
Ra points out that there are “many upon your so-called inner planes
which are negatively oriented and thus available as inner teachers or
guides and so-called possessors of certain souls who seek [to control or
manipulate others].”
In addition to the philosophy of manipulation, the negative hyperdimensional controllers also pass technical information to their third-density agents. This technology includes various means of control or manipulation of others. Through this technology, the Controllers of the Matrix began to set up conditions in our world whereby the masses of people will be enslaved by their free will.
http://cassiopaea.org/2012/01/28/the-wave-chapter-56%E2%80%A8-intolerance-cruelty-and-the-economics-of-intelligence/
In addition to the philosophy of manipulation, the negative hyperdimensional controllers also pass technical information to their third-density agents. This technology includes various means of control or manipulation of others. Through this technology, the Controllers of the Matrix began to set up conditions in our world whereby the masses of people will be enslaved by their free will.
http://cassiopaea.org/2012/01/28/the-wave-chapter-56%E2%80%A8-intolerance-cruelty-and-the-economics-of-intelligence/
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