From deep in the earth comes that consistency of nurturing, something that is ancient and ongoing.

लोवेर्स दंचंग न थे न्घ्त

Awakened desire, fire kindled,

Burning its way upwards

I want to share this.

Never knew it was available

In shop windows and rear view mirrors

Just, on display and wanting to play

Relax and take your shoes off

Unbutton your shirt

Stop that trembling aura I feel,

There is a soft wind coming

On your chest rising to the open window

There are whispers of delight

Partaking of warmth

Sexual music and healing language

Of bodies in a conversation

Of bathroom condensation

As well

Lovers dancing in the night

darkness conscious

One does not become enlightened by imagining figures of light, but by making the darkness conscious. The latter procedure, however, is disagreeable and therefore not popular. ~ Carl Jung

the millions en-masse are curiously here

Reading about the destruction I play back the memories of nature and linger in the shade of the eucalyptus trees. Their roots grip the inner earth and each branch and twig climbing up towards the light implies motion and movement. Change is a continual factor here on earth.

When I perceive ignorance I know I am in that place, between the two worlds, where the old and new overlap and co-mingle. I see the changes coming and destruction increasing in the realm of the endangered but also I see them slowly awakening, more and more of us looking out to distant shores where lights twinkle softly in the night.

Where there is acceptance there is relaxation, where there is calm there is creation, where there is reality there is perfection.

temporary appeal

There are many distractions: pleasures, lust, possibilities, future events to contemplate, suffering of equals, mistakes that could be made, saving, saving, saving. The mind was screaming to be numbed out, getting lost is easier than reading the map, and getting lost holds so much temporary appeal.

This program needs an override!

Forcing your views on others, believing that you can change another human being directly or that you can alter some malfunction deliberately, still trapped in the notion of needing to do or/and change something when everything is fine just as it is.

mental organ

Economy of recreation and of time management: deemed impossible.

Stretched calves and sinews, the complexity of the whole matters, the complexion, and the sex also matters.

Allowing, allowing, letting, no fighting, build up of tension and then relaxation.

The interference is blocking the manifestation, again and again I hear: have patience.

cosaswood

Pulau Pangkor, Malaysia

Photo's from my recent trip to SE Asia. Pangkor.

Pangkor Island, Malaysia

Photo's from my recent trip to South East Asia.

Celestial Speed-Up

Read this excellent article about the Mayan Calendar and the current and coming evolution: http://mayasoma.wordpress.com/2009/10/18/celestial-speed-up/

November 8,2009 begins the 6th night of the creation phase of the Galactic Era. All the prophets of the Mayan Calendar are predicting a global calamity of the old economic systems on Earth in this next Gregorian Calendar year 2010. But deep down, we knew this, didn’t we?

Do you think the banking industry, Wall Street or the real estate market are now playing ethically because of their little shake-up? Enormous bail outs, dow jones climbing up and up, unemployment decreasing?

Somewhere inside, our gut instincts must be alerting us to the lies of the media and the disastrous conclusions of 5000 years of unnatural living. I remember mentioning that each era had a few challenges and set-backs. One of ours will be an economic collapse demanding fair & fail proof restructuring, the writing is on the wall.

“This fall is the real beginning of the great changes on Earth" (Barbara Hand Clow).

Maya Soma

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the light in man

If the light in man that he transmits is undesirable, those who are easily made the victim of his thoughts and feelings or those who are naturally affinitive with him may reproduce the effects of those thoughts and feelings in their own world. Many in the world today are victims of the thoughts of others – even the thoughts from other eras, which endure because mankind has fed its attention and its energies into them.

extra-sensory

I am more aware of projection now, the projecting of personal traits onto others and yet at the same time I am also more clear-cut with perceptions. It would often be the case that I would perceive something but linger too long and absorb some of the emotions, I would also translate and internalize other people’s problems and lifestyles believing them to somehow be my own.

Really I made them my own but detached later.

Now I have perceptions and insights but I can separate easier, less absorption, less confusion, less comparisons. Marijuana can have something to do with the heightened perception but also with the intake of vibrations. The fact is that subtle matter can linger in the aura and weaken it or provide a boost and strengthen the aura, allowing expansion.

Be aware, know when enough is enough.

A2A

You are not pretentious or too busy with yourself, you just listen to me as I spew, as I describe the insides of family ties, the nets that envelop me. You are an independent factor in my life, someone without subjective value and that is what I admire about you. Plus: the fact that all these things are relative to you who are familiar with the trials of life. You listen with both ears, allow pauses, and allow me time to adjust. You give me space when I call you after months. I know straightaway I can let go and just talk about those things that are haunting me right now and that you listen and know because you have been there. A friendship like this is precious because there is a knowing, here is trust, there are no forms, no values, no facades. There are open fields through open windows. Quite astonishing to realise you are here, to experience this connection however moment oriented for me: it stands timeless, it is vast, it spans lifetimes, it goes beyond human thought and as I go on and on, stricken with circumstances, you just listen and offer nothing but love. If anything will make anything better, it will be love.