Showing posts with label AMSTERDAM. Show all posts
Showing posts with label AMSTERDAM. Show all posts

15/12/2023

#7 Anneke Lucas with Yvonne van Riemsdijk

Yvonne van Riemsdijk was a victim of satanic ritual abuse for many years in the Netherlands. After years of struggle to recover, she managed to turn her pain into strength and has been speaking publicly about her experiences for several years. She supports care providers in specialist mental health care and related organizations, and also provides guidance to former victims.
 

17/10/2022

The Netherlands - Sodom and Gomorra of the Modern World

Empire: Satan, Sodomy & the Deep State – Chapter 36 – Netherlands: The Pedophile Kingdom and Sodom and Gomorra of the Modern World

Turns out the Dutch elite are notorious historical traffickers of both illegal drugs as well as human slaves.


Illuminate the Netherlands is our team that is focusing on the victims, survivors and whistleblowers of Satanic Ritual Abuse in the Netherlands. We provide moral support and advise to whistleblowers, survivors and people who want to leave the System (het Netwerk). We’re also educating families and friends, politicians, therapists and anybody who feels lead to help. We want them to become reliable, strong supporters of those who have escaped the Luciferian cult. Projects that are launched by & for survivors can be found on this page. https://illuminatethedarkness.online/illuminate-the-netherlands/

23/07/2013

duality discussions

The norm is tragic and cynical to me. The false desire heaped upon false desire and the acting, yes, the world is a stage, the pretentious masking of it all, it can be just useless. How falsehood and deceit can be edgy: who may know?
The norm is painful and confusing to me. The lack of originality and integrity I see, the neediness for trends and models just so off-putting. I am not interested in form, completely bored with behavioral patterns that are formed from a need to compensate for perceived lack.
The reality of mind control flares up all around me through the controlled thoughts and beliefs of those I interact with, so blatant and so hopeless. They humans are not to be blamed or judged?
True, I know some who are free of it; there are those, some friends and family members and they know about the mechanisms now. This level of fortune, knowing them, completes the level of pain.
Reality will continue to hit me over the head until I accept its teachings and then it will punch me some more about some other deal I forgot to close. In fact I’m sure it doesn’t really matter what you do; if you chase the desire, go the way of indulgence, slip and slide from Amsterdam to Addis Ababa.
You will always return to a world filled with false pretenses, false desires, and false beliefs. You are in control, mate of mine, baby, baby. You wouldn’t want it any other way and that might make you laugh and cringe at the same time.

21/08/2011

(n)ever finished

a life that is more detached from the general hive vibe

while writing creatively i am always channeling to some degree

I am still rather at a loss as to what to make of this compulsive, destructive behaviour, i am also aware of experience being important and desire being rife with illusion.

I feel somewhat slutty and dirty now after some encounters.

I feel i am abusing my body, mind and sanctity by this behaviour. I am ashamed partially but also rather intrigued. Feel for drama.

I pray that my body can be clean of all of this lust-filled nature but experience teaches us that it is a nature; an energy. I pray to be more balanced and respectful,

I also am trying to not be judgmental, so i was horny, well it is quite an experience to have no boundaries for awhile.

Now no more obsessions or fixations, healing of abuse, shedding of darker matter and health, healthy body.

It's all a matter of perception and where to draw the line, well i know now and thanks for the pleasure!

Mostly it seems futile but feels right, saying a prayer, asking for guidance or trying to numb myself out, the tides coming in, gotta move aside for the water.

ha those years in amsterdam, bittersweet as always i believe

02/12/2008

3.14

I finally found out who the artist is decorating the streets of amsterdam with poetry!
Laser 3.14

21/11/2008

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28/09/2008

Lambchop

I want to share this music with you: the sun is shining in amsterdam, now and then a cloud gently covers it. Warm last-of-summer light is causing me to reflect on this incoming autumn. OH(ohio) is an album for afternoons like these - it's sad, warm, soft, country/folk with beautiful vocals from Kurt Wagner.
LISTEN HERE (limited time only)