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It seems that once again your patience has run out and your ego wants results, although ego is a rather overused and almost negative word, it fits well in this context. All is in divine and perfect order, all things are certainly in their right place including your current personal situation, however bleak at times it may seem. If you really look beyond the frustrated emotions you will find that everything is indeed rather fine and as you would like it. There are many good things lined up for you but the timing is best left to trust.